How do you value Money?

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I hope this blog’s intentions are debated they way I intended the blog to be. This blog isn’t about having money, or being poor; it’s a moral question of “How do you value money”

For me Money is evil, I hate it and it makes people to horrendous things. When I was 16 my Dad was a Millionaire, he was loaded. I am comfortable myself. I never used to be.

But I hate money. It made my Mum and Dad split up. I hate money because it changes nice people into “Keeping up with the next Door neighbour” type of people. “They got double glazing, we must get treble glazing” This is how money works wish some

Our world is FUCKED because of money, there is NO argument you can throw at me to sway me on this one. It is about Money and Power our World. So if we are to speak in a Moral way, Money is a hateful thing that can cause hatred and worse, people will becomes Evil for a few pounds/Dollars/Euros

But we all need some. I know a person who had NOTHING once, he then had it all, and killed himself, and the money ruined him. If you are not born into REAL MONEY it will and can ruin you. I have some money. I am careful with it. But I made a vow to Dawn that I would give her a roof over her head and feed our kids, I kept that promise, same as most Men do.

I waste money, I am terrible with it. This month I bought a £400 Laptop and a £300 Samsung Tablet. Sheer stupidity, because I did not need either, because I live in pain, I often spend to make me pain free for a few hours, that is all it does, gives me a few hours of pain relief because my mind is all focused on my “New thing” You should have seen me when I got my 62 Inch TV! I was like a child. My mate Davie has a bigger TV and he is a bastard for it (Joking if you are reading Dave, lol)

In a world fast running out of the resources needed to keep the people on it alive I wonder if these rich greedy bastards will eat their money when there are no fish left in the sea and nothing left to eat, as this is the way it is going. I grew up with a picture, my Dad had it my whole childhood. It was this one here below, I can’t believe I found this, I grew up seeing this ever day

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As I was a kid and my Dad would throw £10 at me most days I often thought “That is Ironic Dad” but I guess as I got older and he got older we both talk about it now and I get it now. He wasn’t a Money greedy man; he did actually work for it. It was what he did when he had it, but that is another blog.

I know some people sit at their PC and complain they are poor. Ahh, now wait. Sit at a PC, Online and say they are poor. You see the Irony there. If you are so poor, don’t have internet, cut your cloth to suit your needs would be something someone else might say, NOT ME! I am paraphrasing here, but your Government, I know mine in the UK will tell us this. You have the internet, a roof, food, so you have enough, while they go and do illegal oil and arm’s deal’s and make money WHILE IN OFFICE. How fucked up. Go check Dick Chayne and George Bush and Halliburton and try not to be angry. I know how much my Country makes because of our Oil fields.

This here is fucking poor, an Iconic picture of the reality of what money has done to us as a species, it is wrong, it is backwards, the WORLD did live  aid 30 years ago, each year the UK alone raises $100M to help Africa, I know other nations do also. We see the odd clip of how it helps, but BILLIONS have been raised, TAX FREE to give to  Africa, why are we still giving when, for example, The USA just gave a Muslim Country $1Billion in Aid? Backwards yes? At the same time as my country take disabled benefit from EVERYONE, Even ex service men and woman. And the USA clamps down on food stamps. Something is VERY wrong with Money I hope you agree. Yeah we need it, but be careful what you wish for, if you are happy and managing, why fix something that is not broken. I know too many stories where money has ruined a person or a family, being happy is being happy. I have seen people who are unhappy, were given money, and then realised the lack of money was not the reason they were unhappy, they were just unhappy. Money may “may” give you peace of mind, but it won’t make you happy if you are not. There you get smart people who come across money and they use it with wisdom and change many lives.

LET'S DEFINE BEING POOR HERE

LET’S DEFINE BEING POOR HERE

Next time you sit at your table to eat while watching TV ask yourself a simple question, what makes you happy, your money, or your family, me? I would sleep in a box in the street with my Family. Money is there, big deal, take it, I will still smile. I fucking do hate these bastard bankers who rob us all blind and then we bail them out with paying Tax, we pay tax on everything apart from breathing, I often wonder when that Tax will start. So how do you value money? Simple Question

More Love, Less Hate

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Cleaning out my closet

HOW TRUE ^ ^

HOW TRUE ^ ^

 

I spend my time making others smile, I spend my time trying to appease and make others happy. I won’t stop doing this, but what I will stop is being the “Clown” in the corner for others amusement. Also getting you to believe I am in 24/7 pain was a pain in itself, anyway, fuck this shit

This week I made the decision of my life and said no, I walked away from two woman I love so much, but I did it to keep my smile. I had to for my daughters also, they will never know now

So for these people in my family who think I am unhappy, lets get some shit straight, I am only unhappy when you are around. Others times I am happy, I am that clown, but I ain’t in the corner, I am in the middle of the room making myself laugh over a dead fly and tree story. (Long joke)

So today I say to anyone in my family who may be reading this, I always was happy, you made me unhappy, you took my smile away, you forced me to be somebody I wasn’t, you tried to mould me into somebody I didn’t want to be.

So lets get some shit straight here, want to be in my life, accept me for who I am, accept I smoke cannabis at night when the kids are in bed for the pain I am in. See when I told you this, you looked at me as if I was telling lies, so I will be more honest, I smoke it because it relaxes me. I don’t drink a bottle of vodka a night, I don’t give a shit what the family think, I don’t care what neighbours think. I have become a self suffishent person, a person who can put food on the table and a roof above the heads of my true loved ones

When some of you were at a low point, did I judge you? No I never, I stood by your side, when you needed a hug, I gave you a hug, I never once judged you. See loving a family member is easy, you accept them for who they are, you love them, you don’t  judge them, life is easy, people make it hard

I am a goofball, no argument, I love to laugh, I love to put my pain to the back of my mind and laugh and smile and be happy, and I am. I have been happy for like, EVER! How dare you try to take what you didn’t help me to get. HOW DARE YOU!!!

Tonight, I am cleaning out my closet

YOU SEE, THE LYRICS ALWAYS TELL A STORY!