My Daughter Chloe’s first day at Nursery today x

My good self with my Princess’s outside the nursery before Chloe went in

First days are always the best, the memory of watching my youngest daughter start nursery was brilliant, Chloe (left) Myself and Courtney (Right) in the picture above, I wasn’t missing this for the world. As Courtney has been there a year already, she looked after her little sister as she enjoyed her first day with what will probably be her friends for life. As we don’t plan to move again any time soon. She loved it and had to be CARRIED out screaming, she wanted to say stay, lol

Loved the moment, it has passed, none of my daughters will ever start nursery again, but we have so many moments to come and to enjoy and claim as our own. Enjoy Chloe’s day with us please.

Courtney (Left) had just finished and Chloe, this was her first day

Woooo a slide!

Courtney (Left) “Sis chill the doors will open”

“Getting bored here peeps”

 

Morphine wins the day, Good night troops

Well I have been awake 35 hours or so, I think (feels like it) I have broken or fractures my right ankle for the 8th time, it’s swollen and went blue. I don’t even go to the hospital no more. I just stick on one of these  for a few weeks.

I have just taken 5mg of Morphine, the pain is UNREAL, so this is “Goodnight” from me. Been a hoot of a day here, kids playing the drums with 15 saucepans was brilliant for the old ear drums, But this is sore. And unfair, and I guess it pisses me off sometimes. I say I just get on with it, and I do, but this second, right now, as I type, just before the Morphine bangs me on the back of the head, I thought I would say goodnight. Pain is just not right, I find it shit that I can’t get a run of time with no pain. I got 2 weeks last month, and I was thankful for it, really was. But I went over on my ankle talking the dog to the back garden, on a stone! oh lucky me 🙂 So before the Morphine kicks in, just to say, you are all amazing people. If I could hug you all, I would hug about 843 of you, just saying, but I am only joking

Well the Morphine is kicking in here, so I am going before this turns into a novel.

Cya’s on the B side

More love, Less hate

Don’t hate each other, love each other, be nice, never gossip, people who gossip are hiding their shortcomings or issues, I learnt that from a pamphlet I found in a hedge may I add, so don’t believe it, it just made sense. Not the hedge, the pamphlet about gossips I mean, I think 

ok, the Morphine has kicked in, I am going to bed to stare at the wall

Catch!!

ps: READ THE TAGS BELOW, THEY MAKE SENSE TO ME RIGHT NOW, SAME AS THIS VERY IMPORTANT PICTURE ABOVE! 

Why I may “may” stop blogging here *EDITED*

  **EDIT** I did this blog because of this http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/08/03/my-pain-came-back/ I am a dick, I know. Pain is hard.  Sorry 

As I say often, it is ALWAYS in the Lyrics 🙂 Hey… x I have said countless times I “LOVE” this place, and I do. But since this event http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/07/07/i-get-hit-on-my-a-woman-on-word-press-i-say-no-and-i-am-the-bastard-help-please/ many have stopped visiting my blog This is no big deal, just sad for them to do it on the say so of one person. I come in peace, I come to care, I come to share, I come with love, I came to reach out and hope someone reached back, and you did, I can only thank you, this one person blogs them, them, and more them, all them, they break marriages, I DON’T But I checked today, since that event, a lot of people stopped following me and still are, on the say so of one person. All lies, vicious lies, untrue lies. I am being made out to be some kind of womaniser. Dawn will read this, she reads all my blogs. I know not spoke to her about it, as it really is no big deal. But for one person, a liar, to spread lies I am a womaniser is just so wrong. If you are a Woman and you feel I have hit on you or been dirty with you, or bee out of line with you, PLEASE, Say here, I am asking, saying please and begging. If I have been hitting on you, as a woman, please say so now, right here, right now, all I ask The person spreading the lies I am told has hit on guys before, yet as I say in the blog above, I became the bastard. The nanosecond this Woman hit on me I replied “I will be the bastard here” And here I am. Yeah I have 60,000 views and over 1,000 followers BIG FUCKING DEAL! I AM JUST SURPISED ANYONE WOULD FOLLOW A NOBODY FROM SCOTLAND! So am I angry, no, will I move on, oh yeah. See I am hardly here anyway, if I am up all night I use this place, same as 20 others to vent, share, be nice, and just be a fucking human being you know. The world is full of shit We are smart individually but like a Zombie collectively. Can anybody explain this? I will think it over for a few days and if I feel this person is making people turn away from my blog, I close the blog and keep blogging where I am in 2 other places. I love many here; I have made MANY friends here, friends for life. But I am nobody’s side show, if things in my life become “Testing” I walk away with a smile, I don’t sit around all day every day moaning about some shit that happened months ago, I move on, I think YOU FUCKING NEED TO ALSO MRS! If I have hit on ANY Woman here, say so now and I will go More love Less hate Shaun

I ONLY CAME HERE TO SHOW LOVE AND CONNECT, TRULY I DID x 

Birthday Pictures – Chloe getting her presents, 3 today!

OK! Show us the Toys..

All Mine Dad?

Big Sister gets in on the act, the “Birthday Fairy” left her a toy, well pleased she was..

WOW DAD! Jake and people!

I only hope this doesn’t happen for another 25 years for real..She was pleased however

Mr Tumble (UK Guy) Her favourite, as you can see

Big Sister Courtney seen the camera, just HAD to be in on the act

I said I cry, I did here, define the word “Cute” and this comes close. So innocent, so loving, so…Well you know.

Dad, stop telling me how to stand, it’s Mr Tumbles Magic Bag!!

 

Well a few pictures shared, she got a ton more, but not too much. Some money to spend when we go to the shop later. Courtney grabbed her, kissed her and said “Happy Birthday Chloe, I love you” ..My heart MELTED. I missed the picture, but the moment is in my mind forever. I say I love moments a lot, and this is one. She won’t be 3 again. Our kids don’t stay kids forever. So we love them, we make sure they stay kids for as long as possible, and  Daddy’s Princess’s has a good morning. As I sit and type this, they are fighting over a box a toy was in…

…I wouldn’t have it any other way, and I know all you other parents out there wouldn’t either.

Just sharing the caring here x

More love, Less hate

Shaun

ps: I got a Card and a letter from my nephew, their cousin who they have never met as he is in Prison, he did his crime, now he is doing his time. He said in his letter to me  “I am Sorry uncle Shaun, I wish I could be there to see them grow up” I cried. He is a good kid, he just got mixed up and took the wrong path. But to send a card on every Birthday both the girls have had is good of him. He is having a tough time, but he has to be in prison, he knows it and is happy with being there. I only wish he could have seen his Princess’s grow up as he got Jail when Dawn was just about to give  birth to my oldest Daughter. He sends his love often from Prison. He will be 30 when he gets out, when he gets out, he can make up for lost time. One mistake and BANG my Brother or Sisters (Don’t want to say) kid is gone from us all, the family miss him every day. So days like today, we are happy to have loved ones here and think of the ones who are not. We all make mistakes, But today is about Chloe, she will read this one day..

I love you kido, Daddy x

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Define Beauty in a World where we are TOLD what beauty is

 

In a world where young woman look at magazines and TV and see what we are told are beautiful woman, I see many woman trying to be this “MYTH” that is shown to us all. As many know I am with a woman who was and kinda still is a modal. Dawn did work for magazines and photoshots for papers etc, whatever. The first thing I seen in Dawn was her Beauty, she had the looks of a godess, I am not saying she doesn’t now, but I don’t look at that now, I just a see a woman who saved me, changed me and showed me how to laugh and love and be the man I am today. Through Dawn being a model I came across other beautiful looking woman, and let me tell you 99% of them are evil bitches, Dawn didn’t like them, I hated them. They were nice on the eyes, but a fucking pain in the ass/arse to me. They were beautiful and knew it and I hate this in a woman. Dawn did it for a pay check, but was ALWAYS quick to get home to her 2 sons when we were younger. But her friends, even now, some I hate. But there are some who  are just fun girls. As I grew older a woman became a woman, I judged them on who and what they were as a person. I have some pictures below, and I will show you what I mean, or am trying to say.

This group of pictures here are woman you won’t see in Magazines or TV, but for all we know, and most probably are wonderful, loving woman, to me I just see girls, normal woman. Many men will not. And that is a real shame. These are Woman, same as the ones I will post below. 

So the girls above are Woman, yeah? Just woman, all shapes and sizes, all probably feel inferior because they don’t look like the “Girl in that Magazine” The pictures below are woman who would be in a Magazine or on TV, and they look good to a man’s eye, but I am guessing most are bitches or up their own arse/ass and hateful and horrible. One of the pictures below is of Dawn, she looks different, hair colour also. I can’t say, but just to prove my point. Woman are TOLD how to look. And I know a TON OF AMAZING woman who don’t think they are “Nice Enough” and are anorexic, make themselves sick to try to look  like the girls in the Magazine. I always say “Honey, you look good as you are” But it falls on deaf ears. So TV/Magazine land has a LOT to answer for with teenage girls commiting suicide and self harming. All the advice I can give is, watch the video/song below and love who you are x x 

I am sorry if this upsets anyone or the pictures are too graphic, but this is a subject we MUST discuss, who decides what beautiful is? To me, you are all beautiful 

Shaun x

I AM BORED BLOGGING THE SAME STUFF! Help!!

Come on Word Press,  bit of help here. I am not leaving Word Press, but…Well read on

I did this 3 times on Twitter where I had 5,000 followers, and I said it here also, and came back on my word. When I lose interest in something, or run out of things to say, or need to do something else, I take an AGE to figure out what to do. Part of my stupid process I guess. I have nearly 1,ooo followers, I get nearly 1,000 reads on a good day, 500 minimum, I don’t argue, I am pacifist, I love, I care, I try and help even when I know I can’t, I get the attention of Girls through my accent. Why can’t I just be a person with friends? Why does the old Man/Woman thing come into play with me all the time? Is it how I write? It happened on Twitter, It can’t happen on Facebook as its all family, I don’t mean to attract girls. But I am. What the fuck do I do? I just threw my ugly mug back up to try and say “I AM MARRIED AND UGLY”

I said I would stop doing Awards, I done one for Tersia I could never in a million years say no to and also another from a special girl I like here. But I have started doing them again, Awards I mean. It is the side of me that is kind, I don’t like letting nice people down you see. I had a few hours sleep last night, it is nearly 7am. I watched 2 movies, done 3 blogs, got abuse for one lol, made my own antivirus programme (Now that is being bored) I am also sick of being in Pain, I will fight it, but to fight it, I need something, and when Football went for me, I took it badly (For those thinking WHAT?) http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/06/08/the-football-story-i-never-told/  ALL GONE! Just memories now

I am just running out of things to say. And I am a “Full on” kind of lad. When I do ANYTHING I do it 100% No nearly’s or in-betweens of 99%’s, I do everything in life 100%, I have found myself Bored on Word Press. The Radio Show I am doing with Eddie Tatro http://bishoptatro.wordpress.com/  is taking FOREVER to get started, I wanted it started already, but due to a few issues, me cracking my knee and fracturing my foot being a small one, I find myself bored SHITLESS here. I do a million things at night when I am up alone, I am just finding it VERY HARD to get things moving with this Radio Show.

I talk a LOT on Skype, see Skype is fun. You can have 8 people at once on a Skype Chat. I used to do it all the time in Twitter, was good fun, we had some amazing moments. I still Skype with people I knew from Twitter. But on here I ask and ask and ask for people who say they have Skype to add me, but nothing. I got told by one person their “partner wouldn’t like that” And I fully get that.

But do I have to say AGAIN I am a happily married man? Look below. I love them all; I would do NOTHING to fuck that up. I am a talker you see. I have a few on here on my Face book also. My Face book was dead till I added a few on and some family also a while back.

My passion is talking. I did Audio Blogs, heavy flop. I want this Radio show to start, but if I am being honest, I can’t see it happening. I live in GMT 0. Many others are GMT – 5/6/7/8/9 or GMT + 6/7/8/9/10, so the logistics of just doing this Radio show mean I will have to do it around 3am in the morning. And I can’t promise I will be around every 3am every morning.

I will ask again, you got Skype add me, shaumyg1973 I speak to so many BRILLIANT people here, but the ones who have Skype, it is like they are afraid to speak to me lol I have almost 1,000 AMAZING followers as well. Why no Skype? I want to do something HUGE!! I did a blog a while back, and I meant it, called “Challenge me” or something. Nothing. I love you all here, amazing people to the last.

This isn’t medication speaking as I am not due till 8am, and I won’t take Morphine till I been to the Hospital on Monday. I NEED MORE THAN THIS. I can’t do much; I am limited to what I can do. I am Blogging the same shit over and over and over. When I do a blog about “Wake up USA” Really a Bloggers for Peace issue and blog, NOTHING. I know we all come here to escape our shit lives, well some of us. Some come here to make money, some for sex, some to do poems, show pictures of flowers, tell jokes, I do it all, I really do, you name it I have blogged it. I am blogging the same shit. Same issues, same songs, same everything.

I need more. If I am going to be stuck at a chair for the rest of my life, I need more, I need others to say “Right Shaun, let’s get this Radio thing on the go” OR SOMETHING! Many here have helped me before, I am asking for help again. It has also turned into a pissing contest with a few here, I FUCKING HATE THIS. This isn’t a game, its real life, real emotions, we can have fun however. I got a hard time for the “Stupid people” Blog before. I was like “WHAT THE FUCK” I did a blog “Tricked you all apart from Andre and a few others” (Beautiful Woman it’s all in the eyes) I did this TO GET A REACTION. I also did a blog saying how hard it was for me to change my blog theme, I WAS JOKING; it took 20 minutes to choose. Scottish humour is a bastard of a thing to get.

Anyway, I need a challenge, I need something new, I need to try something new; I need to do something new, I need to focus on something else. I won’t stop blogging, I will stop with the “End of the world shit” I will stop with the Audio blogs; I will stop with my love, conspiracies as none of them work.

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE, SOMETHING NEW…..ANYONE???????????????????????????????

 

A week in review of Shaun’s life – With love

My 2 Sisters with the Girls..

End of the week thoughts.

Well last week was crap, but it is gone now.

This week was better. I had my two Sisters from my Dads side of the Family visit the other day, was brilliant to see them together, we even got a photo of my Sisters with the girls. It was a “Moment” If I annoy anyone saying “Moments” tough, lol

This week was more enjoyable, pain still maxing out, but I am still walking the Dog and fighting through it. Many of my blogs have been “Different” More fun I hope. But the one below this, I will still do these types. I won’t blog about my pain as much. I will however moan about it from time to time.

I took a stance on my life and I went with it, am I happier? No, I wish I didn’t have to not talk to people I do love; I wish it didn’t have to be this way. Many,  family and friends also tell me I am stupid, but I am self conscious man approaching 40 years old, the time for being told how to walk, think, breath, dress and act has gone and won’t return

Anyway, that was my weekly roundup, It was a decent week, I could complain about a few things, but who would listen right? Lol Life is easy, breath and the rest will come naturally, over think it and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there.

I chose to stand up and fight, feeling sorry for myself in this blog on brought more pain and sorry, so love is the key, this blog, I LOVED seeing my 2 sisters together. Love you both x

The pure love in the 3 picture here make it all worthwhile. No false stuff, just love, I was outnumbered 5 to 1, woman v men, and I was not beaten up, BONUS!

My Sister Linda with my Oldest Daughter Courtney

 

My Sister Deb with my youngest Daughter Chloe

 

 

Being Nice, does not = I want to have Sex with you..Love can happen, as friends

Dawn, Soccer Mom

Being a man, a lad, a chap, whatever, can and often does lead to issues with me online. I don’t ask for them, I don’t want them, I can’t stop them, I want to, but I can’t help being myself

If I have ever came across as if to say

“Your eyes flashed fire into my soul. I immediately read the words of Dostoyevsky and Karl Marx, and in the words of Albert Schweitzer, I FANCY YOU!”

This is not my intention being here. I am just a nice guy. I did not come here to get fucked or meet anyone to have an affair with. I may or may not be writing this for a reason, all I can say is I am friends with MANY woman on-line and off-line, but my heart is with the people below. It is not as if I am saying I have too much to lose, I just ain’t interested. Being highly “VERY” medicated can perhaps make me say the wrong things, or come across wrong. Having type chats with people is impossible. I have Skype calls with MANY Woman on here, one in particular is my best friend http://yaussiechick.wordpress.com/ We laugh like there is no tomorrow. We talk, if we just typed, I don’t know if we would get each other. She is an amazing woman, I have a lot of time for her, but we are just friends. Sorry D, I am using your good self as an example as to how I am just a good laugh and all I ask is friendship, from anyone

All I offer is the same

I have 2 daughters

I have 2 sons

I have a BRILLIANT life

I live in pain

I am HIGHLY medicated some days

I have issues

Who doesn’t have an issue or 2?

I have Dawn.

Dawn is my Partner; I have a song for her, called “High”

I just want to make friends and blog. I hope I can do this.

Having Woman Friends

So, plutonic relationships with the opposite Sex, is it doable? The answer is yeah

I have a ton of Girl pals in real life and many online, my Partner Dawn knows why. This blog here, I will remind you all about it: http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/04/29/growing-up-with-a-criminal-family/

I grew up watching woman being used, hurt, hit, raped, and more. As a kid I could not do anything. As an adult I can. I tend to get very friendly with girls as there is no bravado; no “Hard Man Act” and I love the company of a woman. In Dawn my partner, I have a loving relationship, and she trusts me with all her heart, and with good reason, as I would never hurt her. If I see a woman getting hit ANYWHERE, That man loses a knee or wakes up in a new week or day in hospital, this is something I can’t help, due to the blog above

I get a lot of girls throwing their heart at me and sometimes I just brush it aside and make a laugh about it and I remain friends with that girl, I have many girls who at first wanted more, but now we are just close friends, some closer than others, and fun can be had without fucking

People say “It is impossible to have a plutonic relationship with the opposite sex” I say bullshit. I know I have not fucked every woman who has asked me to fuck her, because in the end all that will happen is I will hurt that woman and also hurt Dawn, I can’t do it to Dawn and I can never bring myself to hurt a woman

Some will read this and say “He is up his own arse big time” But please, don’t think like this. I have fun on all mediums on the internet with many people, some are men but most are girls, so I have to be careful I don’t send out the wrong signals, as it is easy to break a woman’s heart, trust me I have seen it first hand

Breaking a woman’s heart means I break my own. Should Dawn my partner ever ask me to stop talking to girls in real life and online, I would say no, but she would never ask this from me, because she knows I know how easy it is to break a woman’s heart and how I love woman. You girls hurt easy, so I just want to be a friend and take that hurt away. My partner Dawn WILL READ THIS BLOG. She will be fine and cool with it, she gets me, she understands

Girls just want to have fun right? Yeah ladies? Well let’s, I am a happily married man with kids and a wonderful life. If I ever come across as I am flirting with a girl, I guess I am just being nice. As not a fibre of my being can be rude or nasty to a woman. I am not “That Guy”  I come across a lot of girls who are not in love, or not happy and they just want to feel loved and have fun, so….

Let’s have fun ok, we all can

ALL IN THE LYRICS!

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I need music this night, don’t ask why……

This Girls voice tears my heart out.