I would NEVER disrespect a Woman. But right this second I am pissed. When you think someone understands, knows and has been there through it ALL. then forgets all, what it means, what it feels like, what I go through, why I write, how I write. Just change a few words to this song. And this how I feel…………FUCK! Just when just when you thought people “Got it” Either I need help or this boys trippin here. I would NEVER treat you this way if you were like me, I don’t get angry to a woman, so this all the shit I got.
This is a song I love. It is from a Swedish DJ, I found this out through my Partner being half Swedish. This song, as usual, the Lyrics speak to me. Tell me what you think. We all have songs that speak to us, that tell us a story, that awaken us from something, this I only heard for the first time recently.
Dawn, if you read this babe, this is for you, I shouldn’t own you a thing because this is what love is, but this is for you x
As my pain dulls, I feel like I am “Coming back to you” All in the Lyrics Dawn x x
And anyone else who has helped me. I don’t know it all, never will, never have, so thank you Word Press for guiding me x And Dawn for her Love x
I’ve been down – I’ve been beat
I’ve been so tired – that I could not speak
I’ve been so lost that I could not see
I wanted things that were out of reach
Then I found you and you helped me through
Yeah you showed me what to do
And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean
That’s how your love will take me home back to you
And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are
I know that day is coming soon – yeah, I’m coming back to you.
You’ve been alone, but ya did not show it
You’ve been in pain, but I did not know it
Let me do what I needed to – you were there when I needed you
Mighta let you down, mighta messed you round
But ya never changed your point of view
And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean
That’s how your love will take me home back to you
And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are
I know that day is coming soon – yeah, I’m coming back to you.
Mighta let you down, mighta messed you round
But ya never changed your point of view
And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean
That’s how your love will take me home back to you
And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are
And I know that day is coming soon – oooh, I’m coming back to you.
I’m coming back to you
I’m coming back to you
I’m coming back to you
That day is coming soon
I was a HUGE fan, he was innocent, he was used by a willing media, the man was a pure genius. These songs ALONE should bring peace to us all, the lyrics in his songs were there all along, sadly it will take a generation of ignorance and heads in the sand before we all truly see what he REALLY was!! Please, the Lyrics, he still speaks to us..Today
Man in the Mirror. This song tells us where to look, not to judge others, we are ALL a part of this planets issues, look in the Mirror…
Heal the World. The message was so simple, we all missed it. The man was trying so hard to save humanity, why did we not listen?
Leave me Alone. He was BEGGING to be left alone. We were killing him, he knew it, this was when media house went into overdrive with the poor man
They Don’t Care About Us. The message here was about what I talk about now, Politicians REALLY don’t give a fuck about us, we are alone, and more important he was telling his story of his enslavement by the police
Stranger in Moscow. Here Michael was telling us the enemy we think is not the enemy, and we don’t have to hate and be strangers
Earth Song. The message here was so simple, “What have we done to this World”
Black or White. Simple message, people say “He turned himself White” Go research his illness, we all bleed red, was the message
Over time Michael went into himself with he help a media who made him the Worlds best person to “Wacko Jacko” they killed him inside. He was in the end, a prisoner in his one mind, he had no childhood, he was deprived a life, he gave 30% at least of all his money to charity, but the media paint a story as always. This song makes me cry, the man had a kids hospital with Dr’s and Nurses in his home, people needed at this point to really stop watching the news and listening to his lyrics
Have you seen my Childhood. This is the man telling us all he still is a child, he always was, he was Peter Pan and more, he loves Children
He had 3 songs that made him, here are 3 songs I love, I hope you do also. To a man we all killed, slowly, because he was different.
With his Brothers, one of the last times, then finishes with Beat it, this is just Amazing
Bad, trying hard to break out of his media made image, I think so anyway
Thriller, the song sold more than any other to date, he will be remembered for this song more than any, he was a master, a genius and we ignored him.
The world keeps turning, the wheels of life keep revolving, another weekend has come and gone, and here we are, a new week, welcome to Monday
In life I feel it goes past too quick, I had been expecting my Mum yesterday and looked forward to seeing her since last Wednesday or so, and that moment is gone, and a “Restart” happened, a new day, a new week
So I wonder what surprises this week will bring. Last week my Son got his heart broken and my Mum came to visit. Two events out of many last week, well I am 40 tomorrow, the 2nd, and my Guest blog appears here tomorrow http://deliberatedonkey.wordpress.com/
To say I am nervous about this blog to be posted on my Birthday is an understatement. How will people react, what will people think, will people look at me different. I hope not, as there is a happy ending, and the bad bits were through my eyes when I was, I think 8 years old or 10 years old. The ending is a good one, made me who I am today
So this week, I have my Birthday tomorrow, I will be seeing a lot of family and the guest blog on my LIFE as a child being posted on Mel’s blog tomorrow at 8am Eastern time in the USA. I also wonder what other surprised this week will bring. With the football in pre-season there is not even any football on TV and it sucks. Love my football I do, when it isn’t on, I pine lol
Maybe I will get a day or two with no pain and we can go some stuff with the kids? Today it actually looks like it may be a good day, when I awoke at 05:15am, it was overcast, now at 06:45 a full blue sky. The Sun is behind my house as I am in a different part of the house, I could move and let the Sun and heat in, but with this leg cast on, all metal with dials and digits and more, it is kind of hard to move around.
As my blog says “Praying for one day” All I ask, one day with no pain, but I won’t get upset if that does not happen, I am used to it. I have not had to take pain killers yet, and that is a good thing, usually it is the 1st thing I have to do, since I awoke I have been in pain, but it is ok, I am dealing with it. I like to be fully woken up sometimes and “Feel” not take a handful of tablets then feel sleepy again.
So, to one and all, I hope the new week brings you good things, and I am happy today I had a chance to “Feel” for a few hours on this bright Monday morning. It does not happen much. So I will take it, so here we go, another week, no fear, just hope and love
Have a good week everyone, and keep sharing your life with us, keep on keeping on, I will leave you with a song not everyone will like, but as always, the lyrics are the main thing, a few swear words are there, but the meaning is one of hope, one of no fear, one of “Keeping on Keeping on” Just live, take chances and smile and be brave. I will be…. x
And remember what happened yesterday made you who you are today, we had to go some place to get to this place, some are still there, this song is for you
“Back to you” This is a thank you for your blog earlier. I need to say “Back to you” with this song…. xx I hope the lyrics make sense..
I’ve been down – I’ve been beat I’ve been so tired – that I could not speak I’ve been so lost that I could not see I wanted things that were out of reach Then I found you and you helped me through Yeah you showed me what to do And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean That’s how your love will take me home back to you And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are I know that day is coming soon – yeah, I’m coming back to you.
You’ve been alone, but ya did not show it You’ve been in pain, but I did not know it Let me do what I needed to – you were there when I needed you Mighta let you down, mighta messed you round But ya never changed your point of view And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean That’s how your love will take me home back to you And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are I know that day is coming soon – yeah, I’m coming back to you.
Mighta let you down, mighta messed you round But ya never changed your point of view And that’s why I’m comin’ back to you… yeah
Like a star that guides a ship across the ocean That’s how your love will take me home back to you And if I wish upon that star – someday I’ll be where you are And I know that day is coming soon – oooh, I’m coming back to you.
I’m coming back to you I’m coming back to you I’m coming back to you That day is coming soon
A song I can relate to in so many ways, “Shit loads of Drugs” In the song it says “Valium said to me, I’ll take you seriously
And we’ll come back as someone else Who’s better than yourself” This was a promise made to me. Drugs that would bring me back as someone else. Well they did, but not as I expected. I am just in a shit mood this evening. It shall pass, so excuse me as I use my blog page as a way to beat
Me and my guitar play my way. It makes them frown. But little pieces by the highway bring me down. Mine is not a heart of stone, I am only skin and bone, And those little pieces are little pieces of my own. Why don’t you give me some love? I’ve taken ship-load of drugs. I’m so tired of never fixing the pain. Valium said to me, I’ll take you seriously, And we’ll come back as someone else, Who’s better than yourself. Many faces at the doorway all hang round. Watch me fighting in the hallway but make no sound. So I’m standing all alone, and I’m only skin and bone. So many faces but they all look out for their own. Why don’t you give me some love? I’ve taken ship-load of drugs. I’m so tired of never fixing the pain. Valium said to me, I’ll take you seriously, And we’ll come back as someone else, Who’s better than yourself. And some day soon they’ll drop the bomb and let it all out. Someday. I know that someday soon we’ll all be gone so let it all out. Let it all out today. And give me some love, Yeah, give me some love, Come on, give me some love today.
My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I’m sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won’t lose no sleep on that, ‘Cause I’ve got a plan.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful, it’s true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don’t know what to do, ‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high. And I don’t think that I’ll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last ’til the end.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful, it’s true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don’t know what to do, ‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful, it’s true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it’s time to face the truth, I will never be with you.
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