I turned 40 years old a few weeks ago, I live in Scotland, a very Catholic or Protestant place, in-fact the West of Scotland is at War with itself over God
I have a relationship with MY God, a God I have seen perform things I could only attribute to God, there was no other thing that it could have been, I asked, it happened, so my God is good and I live my life as best I can to the 10 commandments, I believe if we all did it would be a better world
But let me share a few stories where the confusion starts for me
I have been blogging a few years now and I speak to many people from all over the globe, all corners and I love everyone I speak with as friends. Many are religious; this is where I get lost. A good friend of mine Bishop Eddie Tatro http://bishoptatro.wordpress.com/ gave me this to read http://www.biblestudytools.com/vul/ we started with Job and slowly we will take it from there, Eddie never preaches, if I don’t mention God or Religion we don’t discuss it, he doesn’t preach
Turn the coin around I had many chats with very preachy people, I do try and say “Please, in my own time, please don’t throw it down my throat” as I feel some can put people like me backwards in search of Jesus and a religion. I mean no disrespect, I ask for answers when I say this, Religion for me causes division. I see it at home here in Scotland and I see it all over the World. I spoke in Skype once with 3 others, one was Christian the other 2 were Catholic. I was raised Catholic, but as I got older I turned away, choice I called it. My Mum was not happy, but she respected my wished and knew I still spoke to God
Where I get lost is Jesus and all the things he is said to have done. For me it would take UTTER blind faith to believe in what he is said to have done. I am very scientific minded and proof is high up on my list; the reason I have God is I have what I call proof. For me to believe in what Jesus did or who he was would be a lie to myself and to God, so I can’t do it, it is a leap of faith at this stage of my life I can’t see, and when people say “If you don’t you will go to hell” and other stupid sayings, it puts me 2 steps backwards if you understand.
With Religion all I see is conflict, should someone reply to this article with anger, my point, for me would be proven. Why? Because I am showing love and compassion, why would anyone get angry? Sadly some do and when they do I take many steps back.
I see a World at War over the same God, just in a different name. So where does one start, what bible do I read? There are way too many for me, one Bible, one God and I truly believe we would have a better World. I have heard Catholics seriously offend Protestants and Christians have a real go at Catholicism, there are 10’s of thousands like me, and we are all in the same boat, we see division and War and hatred over God, why does Religion do this? If this makes you angry to read, am I now proving my point? Why be angry
I hope I can get discussion here and maybe, just maybe find an answer
More love, less hate
Shaun