GUESS WHAT I DID !

 

People will draw different meaning from what I am about to say, and I will keep it quick. Hate is disease of the heart and a disease of the mind, and I stopped myself short yesterday from giving into it, FUCK THAT! CHOOSE TO SMILE AND GET FUCKED UP!! I am in my 30’s ffs, Smile and be happy kids, I did

I decided to be Happy and lose, rather than have “Stuff” and have hatred in my life. The choice was simple. I don’t and can’t hate. I chose something else, what? Maybe a word will appear, or arrive, but I can’t allow my Heart to hate, to be UNHAPPY and to be controlled by emotions. I control my shit, my life, how I smile

The last few weeks have been difficult, but I awoke today, had one look at my life and lay there with a wry grin on my face. I DID NOT LET HATRED INTO MY LIFE. I DID NOT ALLOW MY SMILE TO LEAVE ME. I WILL BE HAPPY. I Hate gossips, I hate hatred, I hate emotions that drag you down. But you only realise this by seeing it and feeling it

Choose life people, I did 🙂

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family.
Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines,
cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers.
Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance.
Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter
home. Choose your friends.
Choose leisurewear and matching luggage.
Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.
Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning.
Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing,
spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth.
Choose rotting away at the end of it all,
pishing your last in a miserable home,
nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself.
Choose your future. Choose life.
But why would I want to do a thing like that?
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons.
Who needs reasons when you’ve got “SOMETHING ELSE“?

Don’t take this song too literal now ok 🙂

Trainspotting – The Movie

This isn’t just a song, it is Ewan McGregor and Robert Carlyle in their first ever movies, who I have met, brilliant lad, running up Princess Street, the centre of my City in Edinbugh. Choose Life! I almost never 🙂 It was all filmed in my city, Edinburgh. Paints a rubbish picture, but if you have not seen this, I suggest you do, funny, hard hitting with a brilliant message , the main actor, the song, and the Movie Trailer. The message is don’t do drugs, and this film paints the bad part of any city that has a drugs problem, I watched it earlier, and thought I would share, the film is over 10 years old now, but still a complete classic!

Ewan McGregor

The Song

Official Movie Trailer 

If you have not seen this film, watch it. Trainspotting has NOTHING to do with trains, I won’t ruin it for you, trust me if you have not seen this, you will want to rent it, it won many awards and was made on a shoestring budget, leading all the main actors to Hollywood and beyond